Morning Pages

THE NEED FOR THE DANCE
OF THE NAKED SELF
AND REFLECTION
IS OF PRICELESS VALUE
SERIOUSLY
ADD IT TO YOUR DAILY ROUTINE
MAYBE FOR MEN
IT COULD BE MORE ABOUT FLEXING MUSCLES
NOT THAT YOU HAVE TO HAVE MUSCLES BOYS
BUT
I'M JUST SAYING
ANYWAY
THE DANCE
IS KEY TO WHO I AM
MAINTAINING WHO I AM
AS IS THIS BLOG
THERE ARE PARTS OF MY PERSONALITY
MY EXPERIENCE
THAT NEED TO BE WORKED ON
WE'VE ALL GOT THEM
AND
PARTS THAT NEED TO BE EXPRESSED
WE'VE ALL GOT THOSE TOO
FOR ME THE SEXY NAKED DANCING
MAKES ME PROUD
MAKES ME GLOW
BECAUSE I KNOW SELF HATRED
I WAS IN AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP
WITH MYSELF
BUT
THAT WAS A LESSON IN ENERGIES
AND NOW I'M WORKING ON IT
I ALSO NEED TO DO THINGS LIKE JOURNAL WORK
BLOGGING
CHATTING WITH FRIENDS
BECAUSE I LIKE TO PICK THINGS APART
SEE HOW THEY TICK
HOW THEY WORK
HOW THEY COME
I WANT TO UNDERSTAND THE EXPERIENCE OF OTHERS
..................
I NEED TO TWEAK MY THINKING JUST A LITTLE MORE
I'M ALMOST THERE
BUT
THE EGO LURKS
AND SHE IS FEISTY AND CUNNING
IMAGINE ALL THAT ENERGY PUT TO GOOD!
................
JOY
JOY
JOY
I HAVE MY COSTUME FOR MAY 16TH
THE PARTY:
DRESS AS A SONG TITLE OR LYRIC
MINE IS A SECRET
FOR NOW
BUT I AM BEYOND EXCITED
THAT'S ANOTHER PART OF ME
I FUCKING LOVE DRESSING UP
AND COSTUMES
AND CHARACTERS
AND PLAYING
SERIOUSLY
MORE OF THAT IN MY LIFE
IT MAKES ME BLISSFULLY HAPPY
: x