I wanna be a part of it...

WATCHING 'ELECTION' AND DYING

HOROSCOPE PREDICTED THIS WEEKEND
BREAKDOWN AND BREAKTHROUGH
WWW.SOULGARDEN.TV

I, DEFINITELY, HAVE FELT THIS
I ADORE SAMURAI
BUT I CAN'T GET TOO ATTACHED
MUST STAY FOCUSED
FEEL LIKE I'VE ALREADY LEARNED
EXPANDED
GROWN SO MUCH

I DON'T KNOW MANY LIBRAS
THE PRINCIPLE OF DISCIPLINE
NOT UNHEARD OF IN MY LIFE
BUT
ALSO NOT VERY COMMON
HE HAS THIS IN ABUNDANCE

I AM SCORPIO
I WANT WHAT I WANT WHEN I WANT IT
AND I WANT IT ALL
AND I WANT IT NOW
HAHAHA
OR AT LEAST THAT'S THE WAY I FEEL LATELY

I NEED TO GROW UP A BIT
ABOUT RELATIONSHIPS
IN ALL AREAS OF MY LIFE

TO HAVE THE LIFESTYLE AND SEXSYTYLE I WANT
I NEED TO LET PARTNERS GO
I'M NOT GOING TO RAMBLE BUT HERE'S THE SHORT:

THERE ARE THINGS I WANT TO EXPERIENCE IN LIFE
SEXUALLY
ROMANTICALLY
SPIRITUALLY
THAT I SIMPLY CANNOT EXPERIENCE
IF I DO NOT RELEASE MY EGO
BUT
IT'S WORTH IT
IT'LL BRING ME MORE JOY
DISCIPLINE WILL RELEASE ME
ALLOW ME TO GAIN SKILLS AND EMOTIONAL RANGE

SO THIS MORNING
BACK TO FLOWDREAMING
BACK TO YOGA
BACK TO MEDITATION
BACK TO ME

SAMURAI LOVED THE STORY I WROTE FOR HIM
SAID IT WAS THE BEST LONG PIECE EVER WRITTEN FOR HIM
MEGA FLATTERED
WE TALKED THROUGH IT ON OUR DATE
IT WAS VERY ENCOURAGING

TODAY DURING FLOWDREAMING
I DREAMED ABOUT THE HOLY TRINITY FOR ME
THE FARMHOUSE IN PARIS FOR WRITING AND REFLECTION
AN APARTMENT IN NYC FOR SAMURAI/LOVERS AND PARTIES
HOUSE IN LONDON FOR WORK, FASHION AND LOVERS
IT WOULD ALL BE SO EASY
AND
FULL OF LOVE
WOULDN'T IT BE NICE?

I HURT MY WRIST
POSSIBLY TOO MUCH MASTURBATION
'RABBIT WRIST'
SHOULD BE ON WARNING ON THE BOX!
COULD I SUE?

IT'S ALL AROUND THE CORNER MY FRIENDS
I CAN FEEL IT ALL BUILDING