150th Post

Spent most of my last few days
N the arms of a very lovely man
He spent most of his time
Nside of me

It was hot
It was expansive
It was thought provoking



Goodnesss
Being intimate with someone is trickyyy
It opens all kinds of doors
Stings all festering heart wounds
Brightens our fearful dark corners
This is beautiful
This is challenging
This is hard, easy work

It's about letting go
Opening
Giving, and giving in, to love

I'm shocked at how tricksy I'm finding all this

Hard because sometimesss my mind is racing
My ego is raging
My inner child is blasting

Gotta let the love flow

But I've let some things go
I need my time alone
To breathe, reflect, check in with myself

What a lucky challenge to have?

From T Moment I Wake Up

Sharlena
I Am Your Muse
You
Are My Muse Too

OOOMMMGGG
Tonight
I watched the most fabulous musical
Now
I like to think I see a good amount of theatre
Probably 50+ shows in London
Over the past 2.75 years
And they've ranged from
Shakespeare
Dance/Performance Art
West End
Improv
Etc
Etc
Etc
And
THIS SHOW HAD ME
WITH A HUGE SMILE ON MY FACE
FILLED WITH GLEE
GLITTER
AND
GRATITUDE
*drum rolll*
Priscilla Queen Of The (Fucking) Desert
Yes
I Know
It Was Seriously Fucking Amazing
I Wanted To Be In It
It Looked So Fucking Fuuunnn
And The Performers Were Fabulous
And The Choreography Was Hilarious
Oh
Maaannn
Loved It
Obviii

Mother Is Here
So No Sex For Me
Not Like I Haven't Tried
Fuck
Even Gave This Gorgeous Guy My Number
I'm Putting It Out There
I May Have A Couple Lovers In My Life
But I Am Open To Suggestion
I Am Taking Meetings
I Am On The Fucking Prowl
Puuurrrrrr
I Want My Bed Empty
When I Want My Bed Empty
But
I Want My Bed Full
When I Want My Fucking Bed Full
And
I Am Not Impressed
With The Fact That I Am Falling Asleep Alone Tonight
I Need To Get Laid
And I Need It Nooowww

I Don't Know What's Up W Me
I Just Feel Like I Wanna Disappear W Someone For A Week
Hole Up In T Flat
Just Stay N
And Fuck
And Chat
And Hide Away
For A Week
For A Weekend
Forever

Tonight
On the way home from the theatre
Ma and I were approached by a man
He had one of those froggy deep in the throat voices
Toni Morrison talks about them
Especially in 'Beloved'
He croaks to me:
Hey! (Through a crowd of theatre goers)
Do you know this area?
Ummmm Depends
I say
Turns out he parked his car
And now he can't find it
He seems slow to me
And I can't tell if the tears
Running out of his eyes
And over his cheeks
I can't tell if they're from fear or frustration or the wind
As we're walking
I zip up his backpack
The front pocket was open
He's looking for his car which he parked near a McDonalds
Near a KFC
Ummmm...Ok I think
I tell him where I think there are a few nearby
We're in the fucking centre of tourist London
There is a fucking McDonalds and KFuckingC every 2nd homeless person
I really hope that man found his car
And his way home
Safely
The angels are on it
: D

Covered N Cake

Sharlena Added Nipples To This One
; D
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Fuuuck
I have to sayyy
I'm really enjoying
This whole
Loverrr thing
It's, like, lovely men
in your life
in your body
Nice Sexy Thoughtful
But none of the you knowww
Day to day life thingsss
Hahaha
Like
I'm really liking having my big bed to myself right now
I'm really liking the various crushes I have
I'm really liking the waaait...sweet agonyyy

I'm missing Samurai very much
I'm wanting Samurai very much
I'm needing Samurai very muuuchhh
Soon
Soon
Soon

Gotta Try A Little Tendernesss

Sharlenaaa
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Goddesss
Was so flattered
When she said this sketch was inspired by my blog
(Lover Du Jour Spanked Me So Hard The Other Night
Left Me Black N Blue
Fucking Loved It
So Fun)
Temp Titled: Bruises Polka Dots
See Previous Entryyy


Practice What You Preach
He Said
As He Walked His Fingers Across My Knee

We Were Both On Our Backs
Him Stretched
I Had My Legs Bent
Pulled Into My Chest
My Arms Overlapping

His Fingers Walked In Time
With His Next Words
Don't Fall In Love With Me
I'll Break Your Heart

I Can't Help It



That When I Think Of You
My Chest Feels Warm & Bright
And My Lower Gut
My Second Chakra
Bounces & Tickles

That When I Think Of You
A 70's Style Home Movie Of Us & Our Future Children
Skips & Sputters Over A Stand Up Projector
We Look Like Hippies
I Look Like My Mother
The Film Soundtrack Skips With The Pictures
It's Worn & Yellowing & Blurry
It's Not Real
It's Still Lovely

That When I Think Of You
Sometimes I Feel Nothing

It's All Very Up And Down
But We
Him And I
We're Pretty Resolute
To Stay Coool
Seriously Cool
About It All

It Been Hard To Not Give In
And See Each Other Every Dayyy
As You Do
When You're Crazy About Someone
And Horny As Fuck
But We're Being Good
So Good
And Cool
The Universe Is Conspiring With Us

It's All Very Lovelyyy

The End

Waaasted

So
A theme in my sex life
And in the sex lives of my friends
Over the last 6 months
Has been themes of dominant/submissive
And goddess/whore kinds of things

So
I'm thinking
To have a hot sex life
It's pretty important for both partners
To be open to taking turns
Being dominate and submissive

So
Male Domination
Can still be very female positive
Can still be very loving
Can still be very balanced in energy
Both are equal
Even with 'dominance'
A game

So
My latest lad
Loves it when I am submissive to him
Specifically during the actual 'sex'
After my party this weekend
We fucked for almost 4 hours
And his beautiful hands were on my clit
The whole time

Swooninggg
Swooninggg
Swooninggg

My domination
His submission
Will have to wait for another day

I Can't Get No...

I Sit In My Kitchen
The Sun Rising
Refrigerator Humming
I'm Wearing A Butter Yellow Sheet
It Smells Like You Me And Sex
I Never Want To Take It Off
I Never Want To Wash My Body
I Never Want To Sleep Again

I've Sooo
Got It Baaaddd
He Told Me So
And He Knows Me Sooo Well

I Probably Won't See Him Again
For A Few Days
Everyone's Sooo Busy
It's That Time Of Year

I'm In A Daze Sex Love Haze

I'm N Lust W Youuu

It's Crazy
How So Many Times
You Wish And Wish And Wish
For Something To Be True
For Someone To Be Thing
For Somewhere To Be Right
That You Are So Often Used To It Not Coming True
Thank God!
Or We'd All Have Been The Same People In High School
But
Really
Wishes
And
Hopes
And
Fantasies
They Do Come True
If You Let Go Of Control
Plant Your Seeds
And Walk Away

My Heart Was Heavy
For A Little While
Over A Boyyy
But
A New Lover
Has Come Into My Life
Quite By Surprise
I'm Absolutely Thrilled In Fact
It's Something Of Dreams

The Sex Is Alreadyyy
Well
Ridiculous
Auspicious
Deliccciousss
And
A Bit Funny
And
A Bit Messy
And
A Bit Dirtyyy
It's So Good

I Haven't Decided On His Name

Happy Girl

How sweet it is
To be a muse
Whether it be for art
For lust
For love

To be watched
With eyes of love & acceptance
Openness & safety
Curiousity & respect
You reveal all the more
Real
Red
Rawness

I'm floating on a cloud of smoke and sweat
And relishing in the rewards of strength
Of flow
Of acceptance
I asked you to 'mark my words'
And it has all come true

So mark them again
Come from a place of love
And miracles will occur

I see them every where

Crazy On Youuu

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They Just Keep Getting Better & Better & Better

Here is my Christmas wishhh
I want my Samurai here
Over the holidays
We're working on it
We're working on it
We're working on it
Please Universe!
Send us a cheap flight
Send us a airline worker he can bang into oxytocin oblivion
Send us a Xmas miracle

This feels sooo right
I won't push
I won't force
I won't give up
Because it will happen some day
Can you blame me
For wanting it?
For wanting him?
For wanting us?

Sooo hornyyy todayyy
Just want a lover to knock on my door
Craving touch
Craving cock
Craving searching hands
More than anything
Craving the knowing, the discovery, the lessons
That only come through a lover
I wanna pour sweetness, sweat and spit onto someone
I wanna drink, taste and soak up their love
I wanna eat, bathe and massage in their come
I want it all
All now
All over me

See, I'm Smiling

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Love
Love
Love Herrr

Tonight I have so much flitting around my mind and heart
I don't even know where to beginnn
And I want to stay bright and light
And I'm finding that a little tricky right now

I'm seeing the weeds in my soul garden
I'm seeing them
I'm seeing the patterns
And I'm happy for it

To keep it brighhht...
10 Things I Am Thankful From Todayyy:

1) Twitter...Seriously folks. It makes me so happy. I love the frequency of updating, of news, of friend's thoughts, of things I get turned on to...it's a wonderful thing

2) Time to myself. I need it every day

3) Alexander. He is my soulmate and my brother and sometimes I don't know what I'd do without him + his blog is great: http://wonderfuladventuresofnils.blogspot.com

4) Surprise money which supports my affirmation: My income is constantly increasing from surprising and fulfilling sources

5) My Ma. The BEST

6) World Aids Day...I love our global community. It won't be long now. We can longer ignore the suffering of others, we're all connected metaphysically, and the connections and our awareness of them are getting stronger...I feel it

7) Lovely sunshine and chilly wind

8) My friend, Cleopatra...Always BBMing me at the perfect moments...Her love shines all the way across a big, deep ocean

9) My chatty body. Feel so blessed to be so connected to it, we still don't always understand each other but we're almost there and I want to honour that day in and day out

10) Beauchamp. Such a crazy cycle of emotions surrounding the story of us...I have learned so much about myself in such a short amount of time...like our time together, it has been intense, deep and revealing to reflect on it all...I stand strong in my lesson learned and my self reinforced

Perspectivvve
Hindsight
Big Picture

When it all feels too much
I allow it to flow
And take a big step baaack