Woke Up To 2 Versions Of This Sketch
And A Beautiful Email From Miss Sharlena
Absolutely Adore!
http://sharlenawood.com
http://sharlenawood.blogspot.com
Had a lil fete at Soho House last night
Hence the champagne soaked previous entry
Two people said to me:
Something has changed in you
It was wonderful to hear from others
As I've felt it too
You've read it!
My blog went from CAPS lock rants
Horny and frustrated and searching
To a stream of my souls consciousness
Still horny and sometimes frustrated
Searching but with an anchor
Inside myself
I reread yesterdays blog and thought to myself
Okay Angel
You know you've been here before
What will be different this time?
And I think that's key
In our cyclical lives
To take each pass at the 'good' and the 'bad'
Without judgment or too much worry or negativity
To challenge yourself to do things different this time
Although part of me worries about letting go of people I love
To expand and grow in myself and to allow them to do the same
I have to trust that it's what's best for all of us
That we can grow together too or grow back together another time
This song lyrics keeps playing over and over and over
"Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules of someone else' game"
And that's at the core of my change
It's my game
It's my life
It's my dream
