Saturday, January 02, 2010

Tomorrow Belongs To Me



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First post of the New Year
Happy 2010!

Day 1 of 2010 was...
Revealing
Challenging
Boring As Fuck

Lover was sick as a dog
Food poisoning
At my place
I just kept thinking...
Isn't this why I have a lover and not a boyfriend?
So I don't have to do this shit
I am a selfish fucking asshole
He is a selfish fucking asshole

Today was wonderful
Wonderfully emotional
Wonderfully challenging
Wonderfully rewarding

I've ended things with my latest
Poor thing never even got a name!
Well...
Since he was responsible for branding me
I'm gunna call him Tex
So
Things are over with Tex
For now
I said 'forever'
But let's be honest
Great sex is great sex is great sex
Righhht?
But
I've been feeling for a while now
That someone new would be coming into my life
In the new year
That was what was always nice about Tex
I knew he wouldn't be around long
So I learned how to navigate a bit
He was kinda my training wheels
A bit-o-learning I reckon
Before the next big one

10 Things I Want For My Next Lover:

1) Someone who loves to dance but let's me dance alone
2) Filthy disgustingly ethically rich...that's a thing right?
3) A kinky feminist
4) A drool inducing body with a big thoughtful head on top
5) His own fucking flat
6) 30+
7) No kids No debt No drama
8) A generous heart, hand & cock
9) Photographer
10)Old soul, young at heart

Shouldn't be too hard!

The end was fine with Tex
I got a bit teary
Though I was level headed
Had my emotions in check
We talked it out
Kinda like grown ups do
I've never done that before
Acted like an adult in a break up

He wasn't around long
He wasn't under my skin
I expect to be teary now and then for a day or 2
Cause I feel...
But right now
I feel calm
I feel satisfied
I feel rich
I did right by me

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