Tuesday, December 22, 2009

150th Post

Spent most of my last few days
N the arms of a very lovely man
He spent most of his time
Nside of me

It was hot
It was expansive
It was thought provoking



Goodnesss
Being intimate with someone is trickyyy
It opens all kinds of doors
Stings all festering heart wounds
Brightens our fearful dark corners
This is beautiful
This is challenging
This is hard, easy work

It's about letting go
Opening
Giving, and giving in, to love

I'm shocked at how tricksy I'm finding all this

Hard because sometimesss my mind is racing
My ego is raging
My inner child is blasting

Gotta let the love flow

But I've let some things go
I need my time alone
To breathe, reflect, check in with myself

What a lucky challenge to have?

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