OH THAT WAS SO REAL...

OH JEFF BUCKLEY
WHAT SWEET WILD VISIONS
OF SWEAT FLINGING
OF ROARING FIRES
OF LOCKED EYES
OF GODDESS-NESS
YOU SO EASILY INDUCE
INSPIRE
PERCOLATE
GOODNESS GODDESS ME
HOW I'VE LET GO
OF THE SWEET RITUAL
THAT IS SEX
THE KIND THAT WOULD
REQUIRE THE TITLE
'MAKING LOVE'
HIS VOICE IS MAKING LOVE TO MY EARS
INTIMATE
PASSIONATE
VULNERABLE
SPONTANEOUS
MEDITATIVE
DYANMIC
SOUNDS OF A MAN
.......
I'M NOT CAUTIOUS WHEN IT COMES TO LOVE
AND
I'VE NOT BEEN HURT ENOUGH TO CHANGE
I COULD THROW MYSELF
INTO YOUR ARMS
AND LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND HONESTY
THEN LET YOU GO A FEW MONTHS LATER
WHY MUST PEOPLE FOCUS ON FOREVER?
AREN'T YOU UNDERESTIMATING YOUR NEEDS?
YOUR POSSIBILITIES FOR CHANGE?
IS IT SO RIDICULOUS TO ASSUME
THAT YOU DON'T HAVE TO CHOOSE JUST ONE?
THAT THERE COULD BE MANY DIFFERENT, LOVE RELATIONSHIPS
TO BE HAD
MONOGAMY IS ONE THING
FINE
IN A COMMITTED RELATIONSHIP
I COULD POSSIBLY BE CONVINCED
BUT
LIFETIME MONOGAMY
THAT IS SOMETHING I'M NOT SO SURE OF
AND
IT'S NOT JUST ALL THE WONDERFUL SEXUAL OPPORTUNITIES
IT'S ALL THE DIFFERENT SIDES OF SELF
THAT CAN BE ACCESSED
THROUGH ALL THESE RELATIONSHIP REVELATIONS
THINKING THROUGH MY CHANGES IN
PERCEPTION
SELF AWARENESS
ATTITUDE
TASTE
IT CHANGES
AND
IF ONLY WE DIDN'T EMPHASIZE
THE BEGINNING OR THE ENDING OF A RELATIONSHIP
AS MUCH AS THE MIDDLE
THE TIMES WHEN YOU'RE JUST TOGETHER
THERE TOGETHER
THE PRESENT MOMENTS
OF SHARING SILENCE
OF SHARING EXPERIENCE
OF SHARING PERCEPTIONS
WHY WOULD YOU DENY YOURSELF?
WHY WOULD YOU DENY YOURSELF?
WHY WOULD YOU DENY YOURSELF?
I WANT TO ASK THIS QUESTION
TO MANY
TO UNDERSTAND
TO BELIEVE
TO KNOW
IS THERE SOME SACRIFICE
WE'VE ALL BEEN PASSING BY
DENYING
IGNORING
.....
DIFFERENT STROKES
FOR
DIFFERENT FOLKS
......
I'M SO IN LOVE WITH MY BODY LATELY
SURE I HAVE DAYS
BUT
I WANT TO SHOW IT OFF
I WANT TO TOUCH
AND KISS MYSELF
I WANT TO FEEL MY HAIR
I WANT TO RUB MY HANDS TOGETHER
I WANT TO MASSAGE MY JOINTS
IN THE BATHTUB LAST NIGHT
I TOOK TIME
TO KISS MY KNEES
AND
SHOULDERS
TO KNEAD MY SOLES
AND
CARESS MY STOMACH
MY BODY IS THERE FOR ME
EVERYDAY
RAIN OR SHINE
AND
THERE'S SOMETHING NICE
ABOUT SAYING 'THANK YOU'
TO THE VESSEL
WHICH CARRIES YOUR SOUL AND PASSION
AROUND THIS LOVELY PLACE
IT'S HARD FOR ME TO TOUCH MY TUMMY
IT'S SOFT AND NOT FLAT
AND
I'VE NEVER BEEN 100% AT PEACE WITH IT
KRITTY SAID TO ME AT XMAS:
GUYS LOVE A LITTLE TUMMY ROLL...IT'S LIKE A 3RD TIT!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I
OF COURSE
DIED LAUGHING
AND
RESOLVED TO LOVE MY TUMMY
AND
GIVE IT A LITTLE MORE LOVE
THAN IN THE PAST
KRITTY IS A CANCER
GOOD ONE FOR ME
ANDREW IS A CANCER
SOULMATE TO ME
.....
LILAC WINE
IT WILL SURELY BE A SIGN
OF THE ONE
LILACS
MY FAVOURITE FLOWER
FAVOURITE SCENT
ON THE WIND
BLOWING ACROSS MY BED
ON A PARTICULARLY SAD
ADOLESCENT AGED NIGHT
WHAT A BLESSING
WHAT A BLESSING
WHAT A BLESSING