MOTHER MARY COMES TO ME...

OH
SIGH
I CAN FEEL
THE END COMING
THE BEGINNING COMING
I'M FRUSTRATED AND DISSATISFIED
YET THANKFUL AND OPTIMISTIC
BUT
SOMETHING HAS GOT TO GIVE
AND
I KNOW THE GIVE
WILL BE GREAT
AND
THE GIVE WILL BE HAPPY
BUT
GODDAMN
LET IT COME
I DON'T WANT TO BE UNHAPPY
WITH MY LIFE
BUT
I CAN BE HONEST
AND
SAY
IT'S NOT THE LIFE I WANT FOR MYSELF
I WANT A HOME
I CAN BE PROUD AND HAPPY TO COME INTO
I WANT FINANCES
WHICH FLOURISH BECAUSE OF MY CREATIVE ACHIEVEMENTS
I WANT LOVE AND EXCITEMENT
IN MY FRIENDSHIPS AND SOCIAL LIFE
I WANT COMPANIONSHIP
WITH MYSELF AND, MAYBE, A LUCKY OTHER FEW
I WANT SEX
DEDICATED, EDUCATED AND SUBLIME
I WANT WORK PROJECTS
WHICH ADDS TO THE WORLD, CREATIVE ENERGY & MY OWN CONTENTEDNESS
I DON'T HAVE MANY OF THESE THINGS
DON'T GET ME WRONG
I HAVE MANY MANY MANY THINGS TO BE THANKFUL FOR
BUT
SOMETIMES
THE DREAM LIFE
SEEMS
NOT UNATTAINABLE
BUT
VERY DISTANT AND A SECRET LABYRINTH OF CONNECTIONS
IT'S ALL VERY WONDERFUL
.........
IT'S QUITE HARD TO FEEL SEXY
WHEN YOU'RE ILL
WELL
HARD
EVEN
TO FEEL SEXUAL
......
WHEW
JUST CHECKED MY MONTHLY HOROSCOPE
SEEMS I'M PRETTY MUCH
RIGHT ON TRACK
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I NEVER CEASES TO AMAZE ME
AND
TICKLE ME
HOROSCOPES
AND ALL THAT JAZZ
GOSH
I'M TOO TIRED
FOR ANYTHING EXCITING
BAH!
LET IT BE
LET IT BE
LET IT BE