Wouldn't It Be Niiice

Wowww
This is my life

Beauchamp told me he was falling in love with me
Uh ohhh I thought
That night it was over

Feels over before it began
But it was intense and enveloping and expansive
Cause
That's my life

Beauchamp was a surprise
Not my type on the exterior
Though he was tall and healthy and has warm eyes
But he was lots of things I look for
In heart and mind and soul

Feeling a bit angry right now
But 4 on the 1 - 10 scale of angry
And a bit used
But that's the ego talking

Beauchamp has a lovely saying
Only sleep with people you want to be
Flattered
Stealing that

Feeling a bit silly
For not listening to my head
But when the heart says YES
I guess you should go for it

Beauchamp will be back
But I don't know if I'll let him in
Not in the same way
We shall see

Feeling happy now
Cause I've written this all down
Wondering what the next gentleman will be like
What he will taste and smell and sound like

Out with the old and in with the new
It's all happening so fast
But I wouldn't have it any other way