Wise Up

SssOooBbb
I am nothing without the interrrneeet

Not true
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Half true
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Some true
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Needing this blog
My mental and spiritual sanctuary
To straighten my thoughts
To open my heart
To write sexy sexy sexy erotica
Something for everyone people!

Right now
My heart is saying:
BRAVO!
My head is saying:
Ouch
My soul is saying:
Soon

My ego howeverrr
She is a bit angry today
I'm still working to stay in the light
It's not easy when you're tired
I'm still working to stay the bigger person
It's not easy when you feel used
I'm still working to open wide
It's not easy when you're afraid

After a deep sleep
I'll be back again
Wide open and blazing my heart to the world
Today I need time to cuddle and hold myself
Today I need space
Today I need a little miracle

Picturing a 5 year old me
It's hard to be mean to her
We're all 5 year olds inside
That makes life easier