This Waltz, this waltz, this waltz...

WELL
I DIDN'T GET THE CRAZY DISCO
FULL BODY FLINGING
BIG HAIR TOSSING
DANCE PARTY I WANTED LAST NIGHT
BUT
I SURE GOT A HEALTHY DOSE OF 'WTF?!'
SERIOUSLY
ALCOHOL IS LEGAL
BUT
SWEET, EXPANSIVE WEED IS NOT?
LUDICROUS!
ALTHOUGH I WAS NOT DRUNK
I WAS SURELY TIPSYYY
AND
VERY VERY VERY EDGY
WHEN I CAN SMOKE CIGARETTES
WITHOUT A SHUDDER
BUT RATHER WITH RELISH
I'VE GOT SOME SORT OF BOOZE BLANKET ON
......
IT WAS ONE OF THOSE DAYS
COULD HARDLY LEAVE THE HOUSE
FELT TOO FAT
AND
INCREDIBLY BORING LOOKING
HATED ALL MY CLOTHES
ETC ETC ETC
GETTING MY PERIOD OBVI
STARTED CRYING AT THE 'BEFORE' GET TOGETHER
PRACTICALLY HYPERVENTILATED
TRYING TO AVOID TEARS
BECAUSE
WELL
IT WAS A BIT MUCH FOR A GIRL
WHO WAS LOOKING FOR A WAY OUT OF THE EVENING
BECAUSE I WAS EMBARRASSED
TO BE SEEN IN PUBLIC
FRAZZLED
FAT
AND
FEROCIOUS
.........
SERIOUSLY I'M FINE
SERIOUSLY
SERIOUSLY
I STARTED THE DAY OFF RIGHT
WOKE UP
AND
HAD A FABULOUS NAKED DANCE PARTY
TO THE KILLERS - SPACEMAN
THEN
I LISTENED TO IT NONSTOP ALL DAY
SO MUCH TO DO
..........
FEELING TOO BUSY
TO FEEL SEXUAL
FEELING TOO EDGY
TO RELATE TO THE AVERAGE JOE
FEELING TOO LOW
TO GET HIGH
FEELING TOO BROKE
TO VALUE ME
........
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCKKKKKKK GIRL
GET OVER IT
3
2
1
OVER IT
THIS GOES AGAINST EVERYTHING I BELIEVE
I LOVE AND ACCEPT MYSELF
I LOVE AND ACCEPT MYSELF
I LOVE AND ACCEPT MYSELF
TIME FOR SOME FLOWDREAMING
BIG ASTROLOGICAL DAY TOMORROW
MUST EMBRACE
CREATE THE RITUAL
OF OPENING MYSELF
BACK UP TO THE UNIVERSE
ALLOWING THE LOVE
TO FLOW BACK IN
ALLOWING THE JOY
TO FLOW THROUGH
ALLOWING THE UNIVERSE
TO FLOW ON MY BEHALF