I get by with a little help...

IF IT'S NOT ONE THING
IT'S ANOTHER
............
MY MOM SAID SOMETHING TO ME
RECENTLY
COPIED FROM SKYPE:

Well, and you are unusually mature in many ways, and the world will keep
03/12/08 4:36 AM

(sorry - room service called)
03/12/08 4:37 AM

and the world will keep hurting you until you realize that you are out of step with many people
03/12/08 4:37 AM

That is not to make you proud or arrogant...
03/12/08 4:37 AM

we all evolve in different ways and at different times.

GOD
I FUCKING LOVE MY MOM
BUT
THAT STATEMENT
MAKES ME SAD AND RELIEVED
AND
I'M FEELING IT TODAY
BUT
WHY DO I LET MYSELF GET SO OFFENDED
SO HURT
JUST BECAUSE
SOME PEOPLE ARE IDIOTS
HAHAHA
SOME
PEOPLE
ARE
IDIOTS!
I'M AN IDIOT SOMETIMES
PROBABLY DAILY
BUT
I LIKE TO THINK I BALANCE IT
WITH
A LITTLE BIT OF GODDESS-NESS
EVERY DAY
THIS BODY ALONE IS A CONTRIBUTION TO THAT
AND
WHILE I'M ON THE SUBJECT
FUCK YOU PEREZ HILTON
YOU ARE A WOMAN HATING MORON
AND
I'M GOING TO WRITE YOU AN EMAIL
TO TELL YOU
JUST THAT
.....
ON A LIGHTER NOTE
I'M REALLY FEELING SPRING
IT'S IN MY HEART
IN MY STEP
AND
IN MY WARDROBE
I'M WALKING AROUND WEARING
TOTALLY INAPPROPRIATE OUTFITS
AND
I SIMPLY DON'T GIVE A FUCK
I'M WILLING IT IN
I'M ALLOWING SMALL BITS OF FLESH
THE CHANCE TO FEEL THE CHILL
AND
SLOWLY
MORE AND MORE WILL REVEAL
AS IT GETS WARMER AND WARMER
LET'S COLLECTIVELY
CONJURE UP
A DELICIOUS
WET, HOT AMERICAN SUMMER
OHHHH
THE SUMMER
YOU DREAMED ABOUT IN HIGH SCHOOL
BUT
WEREN'T
SOPHISTICATED ENOUGH
OR
OLD ENOUGH
OR
RICH ENOUGH
TO PULL OFF
PICNICS WITH CHAMPAGNE AND SPLIFFS
WEEKEND TRIPS TO DUSTY COUNTRY HOMES
MANLY MEN IN SHORTS PLAYING SWEATY SPORTS
OMG
I THINK I WOULD AUDIBLY GROAN
IF I SMELT THE SWEAT
OF A GORGEOUS TALL MAN
MMMMMMMMMMM
A RUGGED SCOTTISH LONG HAIRED TYPE
WITH PERFECT TEETH
AND
A CLEFT LIP
I LOOOOOOOOOOOOVE THOSE
WHO IS WEARING NOTHING BUT A SMILE AND A HARD ON
MY KNEES ARE SHAKING
JUST THINKING ABOUT IT
UUUUUUUUUUUUHHHHHHHHHHHHH GOD
WHERE WAS I?
OH YES
THE GLORY OF SUMMER
SWEET SUMMER DRESSES WITH NO PANTIES
COLOURFUL KITES FLOWN ON MUSHROOMS
SKINNY DIPPING IN MOONLIGHT
*SIGH*
BUT SPRING IS GREAT TOO
HAHA
PPPPPPPLLLLLLLLEEEEEEAAAAAASSSSSEEEEEEEE
...........
WELL
IT'S ALL HAPPENING FOR A REASON
MY DEARS
THE CHANGE IS IN THE AIR
IT'S WOVEN IN THE GRID
AND
IT'S SUPPORTED
BY THE ENERGY OF EMOTIONAL RELEASE
IT'S A FEW MILLION HEARTS
CALLING OUT
TO THE COLLECTIVE
ASKING FOR RELIEF
HONESTLY
IMAGINE AN EARTH WITHOUT MONEY
WHERE ALL YOU REQUIRED
TO SURVIVE
WAS PROVIDED FOR U
WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE?
I CAN
HONESTLY
SAY I WOULD DO
85% OF WHAT I DO NOW
LUCKY ME!
I'D SPEND WAY FUCKING LESS TIME
WASTING ENERGY STRESSING
ABOUT BILLS
ABOUT DEBT
ABOUT WHETHER I'LL EVER OWN A HOME
OR
BE ABLE TO RAISE CHILDREN AND STILL FOLLOW MY DREAMS
IT'S SCARY
TO THINK ABOUT BRINGING A CHILD INTO MY WORLD
I THINK I'D BE A GREAT MA
BUT
MY CAREER
GENERALLY
MOVES IN SPURTS
OF GOOD LITTLE CONTRACTS
OR GREAT ONE-OFFS
WOULD I TAKE MY BABY TO CASTINGS?
OR MY TODDLER ON SET?
OR WATCH MY KIDS SCHOOL PLAY ON YOUTUBE FROM LOCATION
IT'S TERRIFYING
.............
MANDATORY VASECTOMIES FOR TEENAGE BOYS
THAT'S WHAT I SAY
THEY CAN BE REVERSED, RIGHT?
WHY SHOULD THE WOMEN SUFFER?
ON HORMONES AND SHIT
WE SUFFER ENOUGH
WE HAVE PERIODS
WE GIVE FUCKING BIRTH
WE AREN'T GIVEN EQUAL PAY
WE AREN'T GIVEN EQUAL OPPORTUNITIES IN THE WORKFORCE
WE HAVE TO LEAVE OUR CHILDREN AFTER A YEAR TOGETHER OR SURVIVE ON AS A SINGLE SALARY FAMILY - IF WE'RE LUCKY ENOUGH TO HAVE THE OPTION!
AND
ALL THE FUCKING WHILE
WE'RE EXPECTED TO LOOK FABULOUS
AND
NOT JUST FUCKING FABULOUS
THIN AND FABULOUS
OR
WELL
WE'RE SIMPLY NOT GOOD ENOUGH
NO
MORE
NO
MORE
NO
MORE
I LOOK FABULOUS FOR ME
NOT FOR YOU
I WILL NOT SUBJECT MY BODY TO DAILY, CONFUSING HORMONES
I DEMAND EQUAL OPPORTUNITY AND WAGES
I MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE CHILDREN
AND
I MAY DAMN WELL DEMAND MY HUSBAND GET A VASECTOMY
BEFORE WE'RE READY TO HAVE KIDS
CAUSE I'M NEVER GOING ON THAT
MIND CONTROLLING
BODY IMBALANCING
PERMANENT PREGNANCY MEDICATION AGAIN
HAHAHA
TALK TO ME AGAIN
WHEN I GET A BF
AND
REMEMBER HOW MUCH
CONDOMS FUCKING SUCK SOMETIMES
LOL
: )