Marry Me John

Quickly
Quickly
Quickly
Because I must rest

Today
I am recognizing patterns
I'm embracing the devil card
I need to get busy
FAST

I rarely remember my whole dream
Just snippets of each one
Intense and cryptic

Last night I fucked this ripped, tattooed gay man
The position
I believe
Is actually physically impossible
...Wait
Maybe he was in my ass
Ohhh!
EUREKA!
HA
If that's the case
I don't know that it was safe to be having anal
This rough and crazy
Him
Back against the wall
Legs bent to just above a 90 degree angle
I was perched on him
Feet on his muscly quads
Mmmm Muscly quads make me weak in the knees
Where was I?
Anyway
We were fucking like it was going out of style
He had tattoos
I don't remember the room
I don't remember his face
I don't remember really seeing myself
Just how hard it was
And raw
And masculine

Fuck
Gotta sleep
Bring on the dreams!