Post #169

Sent T Original Photo To Samurai
Subject:
I Just Want You...
Msg:
To Worship Me
Is That So Much To Ask?

To Which He Replied:
Not At All...And Wrote Me A Delicious Note
I'm Very Lucky Girl

And I'm A Veryyy Lucky Girl
Because Of T Lovely And Talented: Sharlena
www.sharlenawood.com
I Feel So Blessed
And Moved To B As Free & Sexual & Beautiful
As I Can B
No Judgment, Just Art
Big Love

So I Feel Like A Fog Has Been Lifted
I Didn't Have A Rain Cloud Following Me
I Felt As If I Was Wearing A Shroud
A Shield Of My Own Construction
But I Know Myself
And I Know These Times Pass
And They Do So, Faster Every Time

I Feel Like I Had A Lot Of Processing To Do
Beaux Was T First Man I Had Been Intimate W
N Almost 2 Years!
I Didn't Take N My History
I Wasn't Gentle With Myself Or Him Sometimes
I'm Learning
He Triggered A Lot Of My Ego Traps
Big Painful Vulnerable Ones
It's Been Incredibly Expansive & Enlightening
To See Each Little Weed Pop Up
And I Did Not Expect It
It Was Supposed To Just B A Fuck
It's Never Just A Fuck
I Always Fall A Little Bit N Love

I'm Ready Again
To Fall A Little Bit N Love
And Take A Running Tumble Down A Mountain Of Lust
I Want Muscles
I Want Come
I Want To B Shocked & Nervous & Wild