Lil Help

I have a problem
And I'm not sure how to solve it

But every time I've tried to write it here
I've drafted 3 or 4 perspectives
I erased it
Because the answer is so obvious
I feel silly and busted for low self esteem
By expressing it

I just need to focus on the kind people in my life

It really is a sucky feeling
To be disappointed in someone
I shouldn't expect someone to be something
But when someone hurts or disrespects or reduces you
It's hard not to be disappointed

There are so many wonderful people in my life
There are so many wonderful parts of me

I need a change in perspective
Hello daylight savings
Hello sun
Hello summer
Goodbye winter
Goodbye cold
Goodbye Saturn