Fassscination

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The Joyful Artist, Indeed!
A Bright & Honest Light N My Life
Lovin T Blind Fold Series
But
Then Again
I Looove A Blind Fold

So
I'm Baaack
And I'm Feeling Good
Yesterday Was A Slightly Crazyyy Day
And It Was Also Very Fascinating

I Used To Get Sooo Worked Up About Things
Sooo Caught Up N Emotion That I Didn't Know What To Do W Myself
And Yesterday Was T First Time
N A Long Time
That I've Felt This Way
What Was Fascinating?
Was N T Midst Of The Emotion There Was A Voice Saying...
Should U Really Be Getting This Upset?
You Have Your Health & A Home & So Many Blessings!
Even When I Tried My HARDEST To Feel Serious About My Bad Mood
I Couldn't!
It Was Wonderful
So T Mood Was There And I Knew It Would Pass

So Nice To Have My Self Awareness Cutting Through Like That
I've Never Experienced That During A Tantrum
Usually T Awareness Comes After & I Give My Head A Shake & Move On

I'm Also Aware I've Been A Bit Reckless Lately
With My Feelings, My Thoughts & My State Of Being
And I Believe When It Comes To T Spiritual
It's Intertwined So Seamlessly W T Physical Body
Sooo
You Wanna Change Shit?
Well You Can Start W T Affirmations & T Loving Thoughts
Or You Can Start W T Healthy Eating & T Fresh Air
Chicken Or T Egg Really
I've Realized My Strength Of Heart & Mind Were Suffering
Because I Was Abusing Myself W Sloth & Substances & Sexlessness

I Haven't Come N Weeks
And It's Bothering Me
Not For Lack Of Trying!
But I'm Thinking Once I've Reconnected To My Body
Found My Stillness & Space Again
T Orgasms Will Follow Right Behind

I Wonder About Lovers...
Where Is My Virgo?
My Kinky Gentleman
After All This BS W Beaux
I'm So Happy I've Not Met Someone
I've Learned So Much About My Needs & Wants & Needs Works
N Such A Short Amount Of Time
I'm Not Sure If I'm Readyyy
But I Wanna B
And I Wanna B Touched
And I Wanna B Brave
And I Wanna B Dizzyyy

And I Wonder About 2012...
What Will Happen Between Now & Then
And Then After
I Want To Be Ready For That Too
For My 'Personal Apocalypse'
(Says My Astrologer, Christopher Witecki)
For Everyone Else's Crazy Times
I Wanna B Strong
I Wanna B Balanced
I Wanna B Fair
I Believe I Am These Things
But I Believe We'll All B Challenged As We Never Have
I'm Fucking Up For It

And I Wonder About My Mother...
I Worry About Her
I Want Her To B Happy
Though I'm Sure She's A Fuckload More Grounded Than Me
I Wonder If She'll Ever Know Love & Sex Like She Deserves
I Don't Know A Tonne About T Sex Part
Some Tense Discussion Here & There
Ma And I R Night & Day When It Comes To All That Jazz
But T Men
Even My Own Father
Such Disappointments! How Did THEY Win HER?
She's Not Perfect But She's A Total Package

And I Wonder About Art...
What Am I Meant To Create?
Will I Always B T Muse Or One Day Will I Master?
I Adore Being A Muse & Respect Artists So Much
I Take My Role Very Seriouslyyy
And I Want To Learn More So I Can Be Better
Beaux Told Me My Body Is A Renaissance Style
A La 'Leda & T Swan'
Flatterrred
So Excited For My Next Chance To Model Live
I Love To Watch Work Come Together Before My Eyesss
Peek Over Sketchbooks N My Poses

Goshhh
I Really Am Blessed
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