You Say I'm Crazzzyyy

I AM READY
FOR THE NEXT LOVERS
BRING ON THE NEXT CHALLENGERS
TRUMPETS - DUN DUN DUN NAHHH!

SAMURAI IS STILL AROUND
HORUS IS NO LONGER ALLOWED
I NEED TANGIBLE OPTIONS
LAST NIGHT
ROCKWELL HELD ME IN HIS ARMS
AND ROCKED ME A LITTLE
IT WAS A HARD WEEK FOR BOTH OF US
A HARD DAY
HE WAS WEARING NO SHIRT
AND THE FEELING
OF A MAN HOLDING ME
A MAN TOUCHING MY SKIN
THE SMELL OF A MAN
IT MADE ME MISERABLE
AND IN LOVE
ALL AT THE SAME TIME

I AM READY
TO EMBRACE
TRULY
THAT I AM A BEAUTIFUL SEXY WOMAN
THAT BEAUTIFUL SEXY MEN
WILL WANT TO BE WITH
I GET IT
I'M INTIMIDATING
I'M SCRAPING 5' 9''
CURVYYY
BIG BLONDE HAIR
MY FACE...WELL...IT SAYS 'MODEL' ON MY BUSINESS CARD
; )
I'M OPINIONATED, INTELLIGENT, CONFIDENT AND GUTSY
I'M FUNNY, DITSY, INNOCENT AND WISE
BUT
THE MEN
AND WOMEN
I AM BRINGING IN MY LIFE
DRAWING INTO MY CIRCLES
IT'S ENCOURAGING
BUT
I DON'T WANT TO STOP NOW
I DON'T WANT TO SLOW DOWN
I AM PICKING UP SPEED
I AM MAKING IT OVER THIS HILL
I AM READY

ROCKWELL
ALEXANDER
SAMURAI (I GUESS...)
SO MANY MORE CUTE GUYS
ON BUSES, IN SHOPS, MY NEIGHBOURHOOD
I HAVE TO BE HONEST
THOUGH I MAY SOUND LIKE A SNOB
I DON'T SEE MANY MEN
ON A DAILY BASIS
THAT I AM MOTIVATED TO TALK TO
BASED, SOLELY, ON HOW THEY LOOK
THERE
I SAID IT
I CARE WHAT PEOPLE LOOK LIKE
I CARE WHAT I LOOK LIKE
I LOOK GOOD
AND I AM WORKING ON LOOKING BETTER
I WANT SOMEONE WHO IS PUTTING IN THE SAME EFFORTS
CAUSE I DESERVE SOMEONE AS HOT AS ME DAMN IT
BUT
GOOD NEWS!
I HAAAVE BEEN SEEING MORE BOYS LATELY
IN FACT
QUITE A FEW BOYS
WHERE HAVE THEY BEEN HIDING?
AS IF I DIDN'T KNOW

THE ANGELS ARE LAUGHING
'TOLD YOU SO' THEY SAY

I AM FEELING UNBALANCED
YET I AM FEELING SO SURE

AS A PRESENT, FOR SOME FUTURE LOVERS
I HAVE BEEN TAKING SOME MORE..
HHHMMM
SHALL WE SAY...RACY PHOTOS OF MYSELF
TBH
I WOULD SAY
MOST ARE VERGING OR ARE EROTICA
WHAT BETTER GIFT FOR A LOVER?
THAN A PHOTO OF YOU
ABOUT TO COME?
OR
MASTURBATING THINKING ABOUT THEM?
OR
YOUR NAKED WRITHING BODY?
SERIOUSLY
PLEASE TELL ME A HOTTER GESTURE
I DARE YOU

I HAVE TO ADMIT
I SENT SOME VERRRYYY SEXY PHOTOS OF MYSELF THIS WEEK
AND SOMETIMES I WAS A LITTLE DISAPPOINTED
I SUPPOSE IT COMES WITH THE TERRITORY
I TALK ABOUT ALL THIS
LIKE IT'S NO BIG DEAL
BUT
I GET NERVOUS
AND I AM CONSTANTLY PLUGGING HOLES
IN THE SELF ESTEEM BUCKET
AS MY READERS KNOW
HAHAHA
SO I FEEL VULNERABLE
WHEN I SEND OUT MY PHOTOS
AND I JUST NEED TO KNOW THAT I LOVE THEM
THAT I AM TURNED ON BY MY OWN PHOTOS
AND ANYONE WITH THE KIND OF TASTE AND MIND AND SOUL
THAT I WANT IN MY LIFE
WILL RESPOND TO THEM IN A WAY THAT SATISFIES ME

I'M LOVING MORE PHOTOGRAPHY IN MY LIFE
IT MAKES ME A HAPPY GIRL