Ruby By Beaux
My Astrologer Said
One Of My Tasks For T Wknd
Was To Search My Feelings
And Proclaim T Things I Don't Want N My Life Anymore
And One Of My Conclusions
I Don't Want To B Angry W Beaux Anymore
T Deception
T Manipulation
T Selfishness
T Coldness
T Misogyny
T Betrayal
It's Not Who He Is
It's Who He Was
During A Time Of Confusion & Cowardice & Heartache
I Open Myself To Forgiveness
But My Heart Screams:
REMEMBER WHAT HE SAID?!
REMEMBER THAT NIGHT?!
REMEMBER ________?!
Everyone Deserves Forgiveness
I Must Forgive Myself
Hug & Hold & Cuddle Myself
Remind Ruby
That We've Learned Together
We Won't Let That Happen Again
We're Awake Now
Through All T Rejection & Pain & Wondering
I've Grown To Understand What My Heart & Cunt Needs
'Wisdom Comes Alone Through Suffering' - Aeschylus
It Was Hard But It Brought Clarity
Sophia St Villier
Called Him My Training Wheels
He Was
I Fell Off T Bike
He Left Me There Crying & Bleeding & Drained
I Need T One Who'll Run To My Side
Pull Me Into His Arms
Love Me, Dust Me Off, Kiss My Tears
Then W Strong Arms Heart & Mind
Encourage Me To Get Back On T Bike
And W That Love
Ohhh My God
I'll Ride That Fucking Bicycle To T Moon & Back
Love Lust & Light
<3
R
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