Friday, October 30, 2009

Hope You Marked My Wordsss...


Hello Friends
I have the internet and I am BACK!
Yesss
Sooo happyyy

For those who didn't read my last post
I have to say...read it, cause I'm a mother fucking psychic
Hahaha
On the eve/early morning of the 2nd day of my 25th
I happened to fall into the loving and passionate arms of my gentleman du jour
His name is: Beauchamp
And I am in heart with him
In mega heart

We spent the last 5 days exploring each others past
And bodies
And hearts
And I'm feeling a love like I've never known before

My time of celibacy is overrr
Well overrr
And I'm making up for time spent alone

But OMG
Am I happy
Am I so happy that I took that time alone
I know myself
I know my past
I know my path
And it's already set me out to meeting an equal

Beauchamp is...
The kindest
The gentlest
The warmest
The eroticest
The generousest
Man I've ever had the pleasure to adore
And it is a pleasure to adore him
An absolute pleasure

I'm tired
And half wasted
And missing him in my bed
So I will be brief

But all I can say friends:
Is follow your heart, when it's head that rules you
Is follow your fears, when it's heart that rules you
It is so not worth doing anything half
It is so not worth doing anything for him/her and not you
It is so not worth doing any of your lying to you or me anymore

Grow into yourself
Be brave and honour yourself
Allow you to be revealed to yourself
: x
More soon
I've missed you sooo

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