Thursday, August 20, 2009

My 112th Entry

Feeling a bit titter totter-y right now
Happy
Sad
Elated
Miserable

Had an amazing natal reading with Christopher Witecki
Of www.soulgarden.tv
Highly recommend it ya'll

It was last week
A week as of last night
Last night when I got some unsettling news
Samurai
Sent me a beautiful love letter
With the intention of letting me down gently
Because he may soon be taking on a primary partner
Who isn't ready for sharing
Unless she's partaking
Fair enough
I'm not angry
I'm not hurt
I'm not jealous
I'm not confused

I am just letting go

He was going to be my first
My Samurai

But he has been another first
Proof
Hard beautiful evidence
That the type of male
I dreamt of
I prayed for
I deserve
Does live on this earth
In this lifetime
And I want to meet them all

It's not over
It's not final
It's possible
And I don't want to kid myself

And mark my words
Our sexual tsunami is happening
Eventually, in this lifetime
Now, in another time and space


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