A Weekend In The Country

Has it really been a week?!
I have been processing
Yet again
Is anyone else feeling this a bit
It's like...the normal cycles I observe and honour in my life
I think of it as walking a circular pattern
Times of high and low, etc
So
This is normal and I embrace this
But time has sped up so much
Literally
Cycles and changes that would normally take months
Take weeks or a week
I feel like every week I'm having days of: I am seriously a gorgeous sexy intelligent woman and I got gooood things comin' to me
And then in the same week I'll have feelings of: I will never be successful in my career and men are so disappointing.
I'm feeling very Scorpio with all this bi-polar emotional energy
Don't get me wrong
I am well, my friends
But I work towards a life where thoughts of deprecation and doubt
No longer come
And, if and when they do, they pass through me with ease

I must ask Samurai the name of the dark beads he was wearing during our last e-fuck
They were for anxiety
Almost like a vaccine for the anxiety virus
Which seeps, creeps, floats through our Western lives
We are accustomed but stressed!

Speaking of vaccines
I am saying for the record
This swine flu thing is ridiculous
We are not buying into the fear
We are not buying into the authority
We are not buying into the vaccine

Here is an expose on swine flu: http://articles.mercola.com/sites/articles/archive/2009/07/16/Major-Expose-on-Swine-Flu-by-60-Minutes.aspx

Recommended by: Samurai
Get the vaccine if you want
But all I'm saying is...
Do your research...Don't let fear control your decisions

Had a great night out with Alexander
George's Dragon
Cocomo
Zigfried Von Underbelly
I'm getting out there
I'm putting myself out there
I am safe

I am spending the next few days in the country
Lahhh Deee Dahhh
A few days away with Alexander and Rockwell
We may do pills
I will discuss